Picture, if you will, a giant railroad crossing sign. You know, flashing lights and all. The one's that force you to stop, look, and listen. Now picture that constantly going off in your head.
Well, that's what I've been living with. I've reached the line, and it's unfortunately started to overflow on the people around me. (If you've been around me lately, it's probably been noticeable.) I have filled myself to the brim, and this railroad crossing sign is my mind's final warning before it self-destructs.
In the past few months, I have filled countless notebooks with quotes, lyrics, thoughts, hopes, dreams, struggles. All the things that my brain couldn't process on it's own.
Well, those have taken up all the room in my drawers and there definitely isn't any more room in this little head of mine.
So I've decided to take up blogging! (Ha, I never thought this day would come.) I realize that I'm opening my heart and soul up to strangers, but that's okay. I hope it will bring a sense of comfort, and of braveness.
Deep down, I really think I'm trying to not feel so alone. Cheesy, I know! But come on, a girl is allowed her moments. (:
To welcome my thoughts to the digital age (and to prepare you for future posts), I leave you with the words of Dante:
"Abandon all hope, ye who enter here."
blogz are therapeutic.
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